Never likely to be one of those singers who is content just to turn up, lay down a main vocal part and leave, Ellie’s approach to writing and recording is, she admits, borderline obsessive – but then, anything less, she says, would be a waste of time. As her debut album, Lights, made so thrillingly clear, Ellie Goulding uses her voice as a texture in much the same way that a skilled instrumentalist would. It is a sound – in Ellie’s case, an utterly distinctive and unforgettable one – that can play as important a role in her songs as any other musical detail. The new record Halcyon describes a journey out of heartache and towards hope. It is almost as if you can hear Ellie’s psyche shrinking and then renewing, rebooting itself after two-and-a-half tumultuous years in her life: a Brit award, the release of Lights, love, loss, writer’s block, a new relationship, singing at the White House and at a certain spring wedding, a number one pop record that has done over 3m in America, confronting her doubts and fears, digging deep and locating her artistry again, returning to the countryside she grew up in and, in a converted barn, making a record that confirms her as one of this country’s most singular and compelling songwriters. Two such fans are a young couple who, in April 2011, were married in London and, for one of the few private moments the world allowed them on the day, approached Ellie and asked her to sing at the party they were holding following the wedding reception. It isn’t every day, of course, that a musician will stand on a stage as a pair of giant doors open, and watch pretty much the entire Royal Family advance into the room, the Duke and Duchess of Cambridge at their head, ready to be entertained.
Ellie Goulding featuring Angel Haze – Life Round Here
But that is exactly what happened to Ellie and her band at Buckingham Palace when, after months of secret negotiations during which Ellie was sworn to – and maintained – her silence, she sang a selection of her own songs and cover versions (including tracks by Michael Jackson, Tina Turner and, inevitably, Elton John’s Your Song) for the newly-wed royals, and afterwards mingled with their guests. Ellie’s success in America – her single, Lights, is still an immovable fixture in the upper reaches of the Billboard Hot 100 chart, after 35 weeks – has been another experience she finds it hard to describe. America has clearly got under her skin. “They embrace everything,” Ellie says. “They’ll take your biggest fault and turn it into something positive. And the work ethic in music over there isn’t like anything I’ve ever known. You get back to your hotel at one in the morning and someone will contact you and go, ‘Do you want to come over to the studio?’. So over you go, and there’s Swedish House Mafia and Skrillex there, and will.I.am in the next-door studio. Everyone’s just hanging out, making music.” Capturing a period of profound change and transition in Ellie’s life, Halcyon is, despite the mournful nature of much of its inspiration, ultimately a redemptive album. Above all, it communicates the sense of a young musician poised on the cusp of new adventures, the war won (although, this being Ellie, it may turn out to be only a temporary truce), and lessons learnt. When she says, “Loneliness has been the biggest influence on this record; I feel like what I do is lonely”, you want to give her a reassuring hug. But then Ellie will follow this with: “I still feel like there’s this force, pushing me to do this.” And you are reminded of precisely what it is that makes her so special: honest and self-aware enough to endure and acknowledge her propensity for what she herself calls “over-thinking”; brave enough to confront this and go into battle again; and possessed of a talent, and a voice, of such extraordinary power that, for all her vulnerability, you sense that, deep down, Ellie Goulding knows she is impregnable.
Ellie Goulding featuring Angel Haze – Life Round Here Lyrics:
Chorus x4)
Part time love is the life round here
We’re never done
Everything feels like touchdown on a rainy day
(Bridge)
Now we’re at square one
And we wait too long
Til’ we’re at square one
We’re never done
(Chorus x2)
Part time love is the life round here
We’re never done
Everything feels like touchdown on a rainy day
(Verse)
I wonder how you feel to be well locked in my mind
So you barely understand my thoughts sometimes
Little bit of death and a little bit of God cus I swear that I be livin in the dark sometimes
And it sets in here, nobody gets let in
Til I let my emotions out on every single page and instrumental that I’m left with
Shit, I wonder…
Will I ever really feel shit?
And if it all takes time and I ask why
Will time eventually reveal this?
Cus…
The remedy, I’m searching for the remedy
Cus I’m fucked up and my heart’s just
Another ghost in my memory
Knock real hard on real real wood
Things still feel bad when it real real good
And my brain just a vessel and I just feel the hell
But the more you fuckin know less things feel real
Less things feel real
Then the time shifts and my mind shifts
It ain’t really anyone or anything I can really vibe with
Cus I’m searching but I’m terrified
Then bout the time I find what I’m lookin for I’ll be dead inside
Cause part time love is the life round here
We’re never done
Never done. We’re never done.
